emotional support spinning
Oct. 6th, 2025 05:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

I think of this as Pumpkin Spice yarn! It'll be going to
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The current emotional support spinning WIP is cotton, widely regarded as hard mode for treadle wheel spinning. It only took six months of dedicated practice to skill up...

Shout-out to Mohairandmore [Etsy], which sells superlatively prepared fiber; the combed top for ramie and cotton are exquisite. They're also in Texas, so also semi-local to me, although I think most of their non-mohair fiber (they raise angora goats) is from other suppliers. I've got to budget for some of their merino blends at some point because I bet they're amazing to spin.
I wanted to learn to spin cotton because
(a) It's less wildly expensive than mulberry, eri, muga silk (my faves). You can get 4 oz. cotton fiber for ~$6 USD (not including shipping or tax). Silk fiber (unless it's "sari silk" loom waste) usually costs three times as much if not more.
(b) I'm in the US South. This is about as local as you get for fiber production! There's a little silk fiber production in the USA but not a lot of it, and again, whatever the source of the fiber, it's an inherently spendier fiber.
I went all-in on spinning because
(a) It's weirdly difficult to doomscroll on the internet while spinning. :p It's much better for my mental health; that alone would make it worthwhile.
(b) For my own use, I'm personally most interested in thread for needle lace, embroidery, cross stitch, hand-sewing, weaving. But I don't do any of those things very fast so I don't need very much for myself, and I'm narrowly interested in cotton or ramie or silk. I don't knit or crochet, but I have friends who do, and who can make use of yarns spun from Those Other Fibers! (I have functionally zero use for wool ever.) So anything I spin for my own learning/pleasure can go to a good home.
(c) I have wrecked ankle tendons (medical), and treadling on a spinning wheel is surprisingly good sneak physical therapy.
(d) I have neuropathy in my hands and feet, prognosis unknown. I don't want to wait five or ten years to pursue physical crafts further. My favorite thing is working with my hands (obviously, this isn't especially visible online). I regret I was never able to take a shop class because my high school didn't offer one. I don't know that I'm going to have sufficient use of my hands/feet in five to ten years (assuming the world hasn't imploded, a big assumption). So I might as well get some enjoyment out of hand/physical crafts now.
current stitching
Oct. 5th, 2025 08:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I've reached the last increase on the current cardigan WIP's first cuff-up sleeve, about my handwidth below where I'd want the lower edge of an armhole to be. That's a good place to pause it and knit something else for a few weeks. When the second sleeve catches up to it, they'll wait, capless, while I start the body section. If I end up going up a pattern size near the shoulder, best to edit the relevant pieces in parallel, not months apart.
(New: sometimes my hands report tendon pain directly! Great signal to take breaks! I've missed it! In other words, 3.5 distinct sources of hand pain began invisibly during 2020! I had tendon-overuse issues before then, but much less often, and flares were accompanied by the pain-reporting that one would expect.)
In effect, everything is on hold while I start Sundial with better icord edges and different scrappy colors from what the pattern photos show. ( small nattering )
(Some stashbust-compatible patterns that my 2019 hands could've made:
Persian Dreams,
Pixie Square,
Color Waves,
Persian Tiles,
Murano,
Ipsa,
Geo Groove,
Lizard Ridge)
latest spinning
Oct. 5th, 2025 08:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

Two-ply ramie handspun. I still have to BOIL it with soda ash to set the twist, but this will be going to
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Help?
Oct. 5th, 2025 12:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Anyway, CB had a stroke while we were on a family vacation in Paris. He is doing well, all things considered--the damage seems limited to a slight droop in his mouth and double vision--but he's been in the hospital for about a week now. My parents are with me, and we are trying to figure out his care with limited access to his doctors (visiting hours are limited, and they often make the rounds outside visiting hours). We have a translator, though it's our tour guide who obviously doesn't have that much knowledge about medical terminology. We have some print outs of test results in French, but we're having difficulty getting access to actual medical records, since they usually are put together on patient discharge.
Does anyone have experience with internationally transferring patients and/or flying with medical escorts or on a plane with medical equipment? We obviously don't want to move him if it will endanger him in any way, but we would also like for him to begin treatment back at home as soon as it is safe for him to go back.
on "book club" scams targeting authors and f*cked incentives
Oct. 3rd, 2025 12:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm sad that people are stuck in positions so desperate that they fall for this. I hope people get warned about this. I've gotten a couple of these and gotten asked about one that involved a scammer that cited that I was working with them (I was not, lol).
That said, I'm almost positive I've seen accounts of similarly structured scams from a time before modern mass telecommunications, when now you can fake up a bunch of "people" to convince greedy/hopeful/desperate marks that they've stumbled on some Good Thing and the marks can't (easily) verify those "people." You can do this in print with ~testimonials, but not at scale and not in realtime in this manner.
I'm not saying AI isn't a problem; I'm saying that if people weren't forced to desperation (or straight-up greedy), the incentive structure that enables the AI deployment to be profitable (so to speak) with this target ~audience would not be as successful. Which is perhaps splitting hairs and is the point at which I expect to be flamed off my own DW.
Very simplified but: Anytime you create an incentive A, you create a secondary incentive A' for bad actors to exploit the system to access A.
Hilarious terribad example of this: I was contacted for a blurb/etc for what sounded like an extremely unoriginal sexploitation "trans woman" sci-fi book (you know, sexbot cyberpunk sleazy noir but with a trans angle). That's not all that surprising and it's theoretically possible the book exists and was written by some human, or it exists but was written by some LLM, whatever. That's not the incentive. (For that matter, I'm not in a position to criticize a sci-fi book artistically on sleaziness grounds, please! I have published books full of genocide, rape, incest and other objectionable material. I'm a trash panda aesthetically.)
No: what was interesting from a scammer vs. mark arms race evolution perspective was that this author claimed to be (approximately, I'm writing this from memory) a trans woman in ~South Asia who was inspired by having done ~sex work. This is a clever way to appeal both to "woke" crowds and A Certain Sleazy Crowd! For ~privacy/safety reasons she could not accept interview/live call requests. This was accompanied by a SUPER fake-looking (likely AI-generated or badly Photoshopped, take your pick) Hot Asian Chick headshot.
So yes, absolutely as a trans person I know that safety/privacy are hideously important. But once incentive A exists, someone has incentive A' to piggyback on A, which is what looked like was happening here. I just blocked the email address and moved on. At this point, I've set up my email to auto-delete any email that mentions "Goodreads" or "Amazon", unless they're on a SMALL whitelist, among other countermeasures. Life is too short and I have ramie to spin!
I said cynically to
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I assume this is also where the fake-looking-ness is partly to screen out people who are moderately suspicious/vigilant/smart enough to avoid weird, scammy emails and/or ask around for more information, and to screen for people who are sufficiently desperate, greedy, or naive (cf. shitty obvious "tells" in phishing scams). But I'm out of field so I could be wrong.
Regardless: it's not that legislative or technological protections aren't important or necessary or desirable, it's that the underlying human problem of the incentives vs. secondary incentives is inherently intractable. :(
NOTE: I'm screening comments from non-[access] and may be scarce/slow because I'm recovering from a health thing. Thanks.
Ninefox Gambit comic
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(The companion site Candle Arc is more specifically focused on the 2D animated short in preproduction.)
...still buried under orchestration homework, see y'all later?!
HTML as gateway drug is pretty good, really
Sep. 30th, 2025 10:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
We should rethink how we teach people to code | deadSimpleTech
(on using HTML as a first coding experience)
Got this link from alis.me, where they cringe at HTML but also say, "...actually, yeah, huh...they have a point."
Like Alis, I learned basic HTML because I wanted to make a page on Geocities. That was it.
And it worked! HTML was easy for me, a total coding newb, to learn and use! I made my little page, with its very simple formatting and hand-coded list of links to individual pages with my individual fanfics on them, with my little webring images/links on the bottom. It was fun and I felt like I had MADE A THING! A thing that I kept until Fanfiction.net made posting fanfic (and actually having people read it) easier.
So even though that page came and went...I still use what I remember of HTML, and I've continued to use it throughout my life.
I used it on Livejournal to make my own journal templates and code in my italics and quotes and stuff before we had rich text post editors. I used it on PILLOWFORT for cripes sake, to help apply a style somewhere, I think.
I also feel that crappy HTML website honestly taught me a lot about how the web works, and how to be resilient and independent later in the age of "you don't need to know how this works, just use our slick app where you can customize only the things we want you to!" ("Yeah, fuck you", says the girl who coded her own shitty webpages back in the day and spent a lot of time figuring out how to get the colors on her LJ page JUST RIGHT.)
It also gives me...I dunno, appreciation for hand-made things. Yes, maybe that webpage was a bit janky, but it was MY JANK. I knew it was there and if I didn't fix it, it was probably because it didn't really bother me that much. It was an inoculation against perfection and against perfectionism.
And the HTML gateway drug has been actually useful in real life, too. In addition to being able to handcode a link by muscle memory if it's convenient, I have also multiple times run into instances where it was actually professionally useful. I still remember being the savior who helped my professor force his submitted abstract to properly format his gene names because though he had to paste it into a plaintext input box, I was the one who realized that it was a plaintext box that would parse html tags.
Basic web coding also leads to better computer literacy and the most useful skill of "not being afraid of poking about in settings", which has put me head and shoulders above so many others who are "afraid they'll break it" and thus never understand how their software works or half the settings it offers. Having to find my own jpegs and such directly led to knowing how to screencap something and crop it for a "good enough" web or presentation graphic (I was a minor celebrity at my last job for showing people how to do just that.) Needing to crop or resize things also led to teaching myself use of basic image editors (reinforced by needing to make my own LJ icons, of course), which helped a lot when PowerPoint and Illustrator became a thing.
Heck, being on Livejournal also taught me about RSS feeds, which the modern internet can pry from my COLD DEAD HANDS. Fuck their algorithm, roll your own! (I use Feedly, but I dunno, they might be a paid thing now? IDEK.)
And really...I'm literally thinking of brushing up on my web coding NOW (or at least my "tweak this template" version of coding) to make myself a basic professional writing portfolio page.
So yeah. Learning HTML HAS been useful. The problems I had to fix are probably somewhat not problems anymore on the modern web, but the modern web has new problems, amirite? And one of those is people hating the slick corporatism all around them. I mean...I'm charmed as hell every time I'm reminded that Neocities exists.
Go forth. Make A Thing.
current stitching
Sep. 29th, 2025 08:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I've known for a while that Kate Davies' garment designs and I are never to be, but now I understand why. Importing the decorative aspect(s) to a completely different garment framing would be feasible, though I'd lose her designs' thoughtful details---which are meant for bodies of many sizes and shapes with no shoulders.
Please consider this side view of Davies wearing her Powdermill cardigan (img src: her newsletter). Neatly depicted in the first link's photo: no fabric added to raise the back neckline (usually done via short rows). It means that her default expectation for how many rows one'd need from the front of the shoulder to its back---let's say from the blue-red-yellow rows fore and aft of the topmost pair of star-motif rows---is tiny compared to the expectations of some other designers. Even at larger torso circumferences, Powdermill has no shoulder-breadth accommodation.
Never mind the width left to right of my shoulders. Changing a garment's breadth front to back would require redesigning almost everything about it; lengthening the armhole, as I used to do, doesn't solve the garment-breadth issue and risks adding other issues. Having that thought has helped me figure out which patterns have provided more breadth front to back than I need, in setting up for a round torso.
Hurray for Davies' partner's excellent photography, I guess, as well as the clarity of Davies' knitting and design work. I've wanted since its pattern release to knit her Serkinet, and now I know that the best way forward is to find---or devise---a different loose cardigan pattern and apply the cables to it by stitch count, not to try rewriting Serkinet itself.
( current knitting benefits from hindsight )
Almost unrelatedly, at some point I intend to knit Sundial to consume the Hairst kit that has waited for me to have no shoulders. (Part of the kit began being Yvonne MT, but I realized I would never wear it.)
Candle Arc #1: watercolor version (web)
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Candle Arc #1, color version, at
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UPDATED: Alternately: Candle Arc #1 on its own website at Candle Arc (candlearc.com).
I have the Ka-Blam setup in progress so fingers crossed I can make it available via print-on-demand at Indyplanet in the nebulous future, depending on how orchestration homework is going. /o\
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